Angel eyes (Jennifer Lopez, James Caviezel)

Titanic (Kate Winslet, Leonardo Di Caprio)

The Holiday (Cameron Diaz, Jude Law)

Crossroads (Britney Spears, Anson Mouth)

Kul att jag vaknade vid 7 imorse jag som skulle ha sovmorgon.
Under fm här nu så har jag tidsinställt typ 5 inlägg som kommer upp under dagen och nu ska jag göra det som jag alltid säger, fast jag gör det aldrig. STÄDA!

Har kollat sminket flera gånger och jag ba: Asså jag är inte nöjd, det känns som att någonting saknas...

Du har glömt mascaran din idiot!

Tonight I wanna cry - Keith Urban

When the children cry - White Lion

Hanna - Melissa Horn

Nobody's home - Avril Lavigne

Hang with me - Robyn (Acoustic)

Aplogize - Pixie Lott

Untiteled - Simple Plan

The first cut is the deepest - Cheryl Crow

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Jag skriker inom mig. Högt och skärande, men ingenting hörs.
Mina ögon ser svart, ljuset i tunneln finns inte på långa vägar.

Jag kan inte säga att jag vill ha tillbaka mitt liv, för i stort sett så har jag aldrig haft ett eget liv. Du har tagit ifrån mig nästan hela min uppväxt, hela min barndom. Men jag ska ta tillbaka makten att bestämma över mig själv. Ärren du har orsakat hos mig kommer aldrig att försvinna men jag ska fan inte låta dem påverka hela mitt liv.

Jag vill bara göra ett avslut och gå framåt, jag vill ha energi till att stabilisera min vardag och att orka göra någonting, inte bara tvinga mig själv med min enomra tjurskallighet. Jag har egentligen inte tid med allt jag sysslar med, men jag gör det ändå. Fast i gamla vanor med att köra på tills jag stupar.

Jag undrar vart detta år kommer sluta. Det är trots allt inte så långt kvar, men jag vet inte ens hur saker och ting kommer se ut om en vecka.

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that

You made room for me, but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today
Today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you
And your twisted words, your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today

Promise me you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say

I won't write you a love song
'Cause you asked for it
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'Cause you asked for it?
'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to
Write you a love song today
Today

Don't think I can't feel there's something wrong
You've been the sweetest part of my life so long
I look in your eyes, there's a distant light
And you and I know there'll be a storm tonight
This is getting serious
Are you thinking 'bout you or us

[chorus]
Don't say what you're about to say
Look back before you leave my life
Be sure before you close that door
Before you roll those dice
Baby think twice

Baby think twice for the sake of our love, for the memory
For the fire and the faith that was you and me
Baby I know it ain't easy when your soul cries out for a higher ground
'Coz when you're halfway up, you're always halfway down
But baby this is serious
Are you thinking 'bout you or us

[repeat first chorus]

[breakdown]
Baby this is serious
Are you thinking 'bout you or us

Don't say what you're about to say
Look back before you leave my life
Be sure before you close that door
Before you roll those dice

Don't do what you're about to do
My everything depends on you
And whatever it takes, I'll sacrifice
Before you roll those dice
Baby think twice

Life is a mystery, everyone must stand alone
I hear you call my name
And it feels like home

[chorus:]
When you call my name it's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour I can feel your power
Just like a prayer you know I'll take you there

I hear your voice, it's like an angel sighing
I have no choice, I hear your voice
Feels like flying
I close my eyes, Oh God I think I'm falling
Out of the sky, I close my eyes
Heaven help me

[chorus:]
When you call my name it's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour I can feel your power
Just like a prayer you know I'll take you there

Like a child you whisper softly to me
You're in control just like a child
Now I'm dancing
It's like a dream, no end and no beginning
You're here with me, it's like a dream
Let the choir sing

[chorus:]
When you call my name it's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour I can feel your power
Just like a prayer you know I'll take you there

Just like a prayer, your voice can take me there
Just like a muse to me, you are a mystery
Just like a dream, you are not what you seem
Just like a prayer, no choice your voice can take me there

Just like a prayer, I'll take you there
It's like a dream to me

My Papa told me to stay out of trouble
When you've found your man, make sure he's for real
I've learnt that nothing really lasts for ever
I sleep with the scars I wear that won't heal
They won't heal

'Cause every time I seem to fall in love
Crash! Boom! Bang!
I find the hope but then I hit the wall
Crash! Boom! Bang!
That's the call, that's the game
And the pain stays the same

I'm walking down this empty road to nowhere
I pass by the houses and blocks I once knew
My mama told me not to mess with sorrow
But I always did, and Lord, I still do
I'm still breaking the rule

I kick it up, I kick it down!

'Cause every time I seem to fall in love
Crash! Boom! Bang!
I find the hope but then I hit the wall
Crash! Boom! Bang!
That's my real middle name
It has always been the same
That's the call, that's the game
And the pain stays the same

I still feel the heat
Slowly fallin' (from the sky)
And the taste of the kissing
Shattered by rain
(Comin' tumblin') from behind
and the wild holy war

I kick it up, I kick it down!

Ohh
Every time I seem to fall in love
Crash! Boom! Bang!
I find the roses dying on the floor
Crash! Boom! Bang!
That's the call, that's the game
and the pain stays the same
That's my real middle name
It has always been the same

Oh yeah... Oh yeah
It has always been the same
It has always been the same

Måndag:
Skola 10.30-14.00, med matteprov 
Läkartid 15.00
Inget bup, har ingen lust, är bara irriterad över det 

Tisdag:
Gävle för möte med åklagare + advokat
Träffa mami ♥

Onsdag:
Praktik på Täby galopp

Torsdag:
Praktik på Täby galopp

Fredag:
Globen horseshow 10.30-17.30 med skolan (Uppgifter att göra under dagen)

Lördag:
Jobb antar jag
Leka med Kira på kvällen¨

Söndag:
Grejs med Lucia, intervjuer för publik och lite så
Mental förberedning inför måndagen's ROLIGA möte

Jag kommer ha en hel del plugg att göra och jag ska förhoppnignsvis byta sömntabletter.

Känns som att jag är sämst bloggande idag, men jag har väldigt mycket som snurrar i huvudet...

Jag och Maria tillsammans med Mr Larock (Leo) och danske jockeyn Dina Danekilde


Jag och Sandra med Alaska State (Smaskis)


Jag och Meta med Delaroche (Rocky) och en av Sverige's främsta jockeysar, P-A Gråberg


Jag och Malin med en stark Mere Music (Mere)

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

Just nu ser allt ut som ett enda stort frågetecken i min skalle. Är trött som ett as men vågar inte sova, fryser som en idiot och går snart runt med jackan inomhus.
Hoppas på någon form utav klarhet imorn.

Till ögonen har jag använt mig av en vinröd skugga (Egentligen en rouge), en orange (också en rouge), en gul, en guldskimrande, en mörkgrön och en ljusgrön. Som ett höstlöv alltså.

  





 

Nu håller jag på att sminka mig, älskade Tilda kommer snart och sen ska vi dra in till stan. Gå genom gamla stan och lite sånt. Ska försöka komma ihåg att ta en massa bilder, en dagen's blir det iallafall (:

Polar Bear (Polar)
F. -02
Funambule-Baby Dancer/Rambo Dancer





Älskade Polar hos Caroline i Täby ;)
Kommer verkligen sakna denna häst när läsåret är över...

All the single ladies (all the single ladies)
All the single ladies (all the single ladies)
All the single ladies (all the single ladies)
All the single ladies, now put your hands up 

Up in the club (club)
We just broke up (Up)
I'm doing my own lil' thing 

You decided to dip (dip)
And now you wanna trip (trip)
Cause another brother noticed me 

I'm up on him (him)
He up on me (me)
Don't pay him any attention 

'Cause I've cried my tears (tears)
For three good years (years)
You can't be mad at me 

Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don't be mad once you see that he want it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 

Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don't be mad once you see that he want it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

I got gloss on my lips (lips)
A man on my hips (hips)
Hold me tighter than my Dereon jeans 

Actin' up (up)
Drinkin' my cup (cup)
I can care less what you think 

I need no permission
Did I mention?
Don't pay him any attention 

Cause you had your turn (turn)
And now you're gonna learn (learn)
What it really feels like to miss me 

Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don't be mad once you see that he want it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 

Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don't be mad once you see that he want it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 

Don't treat me to these things of the world
I'm not that kind of girl
Your love is what I prefer, what I deserve
Here's a man that makes me then takes me and delivers me
To a destiny, to infinity and beyond
Pull me into your arms
Say I'm the one you want
If you don't, you'll be alone
And like a ghost I'll be gone 

All the single ladies (all the single ladies)
All the single ladies (all the single ladies)
All the single ladies (all the single ladies)
All the single ladies, now put your hands up 

Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Wha-oh-oh-oh-oh-ooh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh 

Wha-oh-oh
Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don't be mad once you see that he want it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh
Cause if you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it
Don't be mad once you see that he want it
If you like it then you shoulda put a ring on it 

Wha-oh-oh